Fanfic Author Interview: lacqueluster

Author: (Ao3) lacqueluster (Tumblr) Review of Across the Universe

How long have you been writing?

I’ve written fanfic for over three years now. I’ve always liked writing though, and I’ve written little blurbs here and there. I remember writing a lot as a kid too, and wanting to be a journalist when I grew up, which I’m most certainly not.

What was your inspiration for this story?

I’ve always had a fascination with parallel universe theories, and I started toying with the idea of Gabriel being powerful enough to jump into one. That, plus wanting something different than canon made this fic come to life.

I actually wrote this after I wrote Magic and Mayhem. I had to post them out of order because M&M was written for a Big Bang and couldn’t be posted until a certain date. After writing that fic, which is so super long, very involved, and written in canon, I wanted to write something kind of… canon adjacent, so to speak. One where I could play with the characters and not feel like I had to follow rules of the SPN verse. Across the Universe definitely hit the spot for that.

What scene was your favorite to write and why?

It’s a toss up between two. I think I have to put the hot air balloon scene slightly in the lead. I had that scene in my head so clearly. I loved writing it, but also felt like I wasn’t doing it justice. As Stephen King would say, it was so much bigger in my head, but words shrank it somehow.

My next favorite would be the scene with Gabe at the animal rescue, the one where he meets Abby and lays down on the floor with her. I love animals, and I love Sam and Gabe with animals, especially dogs. All the dog scenes made my heart ache but I love them.

Did you make an outline or write as you go?

If you know me you know I laughed at this question. I have absolutely zero structure to my writing. I typically get the idea for a scene, write it, and then start working out from that in spurts. Sometimes the original scene ends up in the middle, sometimes the beginning, end, or the original scene is completely deleted because it doesn’t fit once I’m done. I never know. I’m not an organized writer at all.

Is there any backstory to this fic you’d like to share?

I can’t think of any.

What was the most fun about writing this story?

I found it really fun playing with the idea if a world that didn’t have religion, magic, superstition, etc. How would it be different? Probably a thousand times more different than I made it.

What, if anything, was the least fun about writing it?

The end. My beta actually advised that I change it and not leave an opening for a reunion. She knew people would want a sequel. I *did* change it, but the wrong version got posted, and it lead to a lot of people wanting more from a fic that is just done for me.

Looking back, if I could go back and post the other ending I’m not sure I would. I like the ending as it is, it feels right to me. The reader has the space to create a future with them together, if they want. But I also feel like I let a lot of people down by not writing that sequel, and I wish I could give them closure for the story.

What is your writing routine?

Ha! I have none. Write when I can, I guess? Sometimes I go weeks without writing, sometimes I write hours a day. I’m awful.

What’s the weirdest thing you had to Google for this story or any story?

I Googled so many things. Religion was a big one. And hot air balloons. I never cared about them before and I learned so much.

Of all the stories you’ve written, which one is your favorite and why?

A fic no one ever reads. It’s a version of what happened between Dean and Rhonda Hurley called Wildest Dreams. I love that fic. And then it’s probably tied between The Angel Who Forgot What He Was and Paradise City. I love Sabriel, but for some reason my reader inserts are where I feel at home.

Do you write commercial fiction? If so, please share links to buy them.

I don’t. I’ve thought about it but outside of fandom I don’t have ideas.

Fanfic Review: Across the Universe

Across the Universe (Archive of our Own Link)

Author:  (Ao3) lacqueluster (Tumblr)

Rating: Explicit

Fandom: Supernatural

Relationship: Gabriel/Sam Winchester

Tags: Freeformexplicit. FreeformSupernatural, FreeformAlternate Universe, Slow Build, Sad Ending

Summary: Gabriel is bored. He’s tired of hiding, of living a lonely and monotonous existence. He’s made for bigger and better things, but he can’t risk drawing any attention to himself. So he decides on a vacation, one in another universe, because why not?

When he meets another version of Sam Winchester, he’s not prepared for how the experiences they’ll share in just seven short days will change them both forever.


Let me start by saying that I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this story! However, fair warning, to properly express why I love this story so much, I’m going to have to edge into spoiler territory. Apologies, but I think you’ll see why.

The story is both an AU and not. Let me explain. Gabriel is his canon self. When he’s bored, he travels to different universes, where he can only stay for a few days before returning home. At the beginning of the story, he’s bored and he travels to another universe. Where he runs in an AU version of Sam.

What’s totally cool about this universe is that there is no magic or religion. They don’t even have the concepts of magic or religion. Which leads to some amusing scenes where Gabriel tries to explain angels to people who have no concept of angels. The lack of magic in this universe leads to an interesting side plot which provides most of the dramatic tension in the story. I’m not going to say any more. I need to leave something unspoiled.

Since this is a Sabriel story and tagged as such, it’s not saying too much that Sam and Gabriel do fall for each other, and the love story is glorious. Sam is divorced from a bad marriage, and he’s reluctant to fall for this crazy guy who claims to be an angel. Gabriel knows he has to go back to his own universe, and, while he’s willing to hook up for sex, he’s understandably reluctant to go any farther, emotionally.

Speaking of sex, OMG, it’s scorching hot and so well written! Some of my favorite smut scenes ever. One even has a lovely twist on the “breaking the bed” trope.

Now we venture into the spoilery territory because, so far, I know, this review has made this story sound good but has not yet expressed why I think it’s great. If you want to just take my word for it, stop now.

Still reading? Okay. As you read the story, it’s obvious how it needs to end. I knew what was likely to happen by the time I was–I don’t know–a third of the way through? Certainly by the halfway point. However, I desperately didn’t want the story to end that way, and I spent the remainder of the story praying to just about every god I could think of that the author would figure out a satisfying, non-cheap way to avoid the inevitable.

However, I’m a writer, and I’ve been one for a long time. I knew there was no satisfying, non-cheap way to avoid the inevitable, and the author made the right decision. It tore my heart in two, but it was the right decision, and I applaud them for making it. A lesser author would have come up with something cheesy, and the story would have been good. However, by making the harder decision, the author made it great.

Well done! Bravo! I have never had my heart so satisfyingly broken.

I hope that didn’t spoil things too much, but seriously. Go read this story right now. It’s that amazing!

Author Interview: lacqueluster